The best solution for me right now would be to move away from here, but that is not exactly possible. I need to find a way to deal with it. No one, and I mean no one, understands what I go through. There might be some people that I tell a lot to, but those people still don’t know how I truly feel. In the past 4 and a half years, I have gone through so much. I’m not trying to make myself sound miserable, that’s just the truth. I was forced to grow up way too fast. I want things to be simple, but living on earth, that doesn’t happen. These past few months, there has been so much drama and i’m sick of it. I have been trying to change, trying to find the people that make me happy, trying to be a happier person, but I haven’t succeeded in any of those. All I want to be is happy, and that seems like so much to ask for. Starting today, i’m making a change.
Cause I did absolutely nothing wrong. I’m allowed to hang out with friends. Just cause you’re busy doesn’t mean I needa stay home. I apologized even though I didn’t need to. I’m so good to you, so why do I get treated like this? Even if you are mad, I gave you many opportunities to tell me last night, but you said nothing’s wrong. So I don’t know what to tell you anymore. I’ve tried everything, and now it’s in your hands. I hope you are able to get over it, and realize that there is really nothing wrong. I love you and don’t want to lose you.
are you serious right now? omg ugh
i miss my babyyyy